Lynn and Alan’s Experience

My name is Lynn, I am 21 years old, 5 foot 4, brunette, healthy and feisty with a curvy figure. I have never been pregnant or experienced breastfeeding. I discovered the concept of an adult nursing relationship early (2006) and since, have had a strong, deep desire to experience it myself. Please don’t tell me that I am too young to consider this concept, I am already on my way.

I met Alan, who is an extremely smart, generous, funny man, October of 2006 and we impulsively moved in together January of 2007. We’ve had our ups and downs (which included being separated during March of 2007 but have been together again since April and are stronger than ever. We are together every weekend and every night and find we never tire of each other’s company. Alan is 51 years old, yes, more than twice my age, and healthy in every way except one. He has Muscular Dystrophy that affects his right upper chest muscles. This has caused some weakness in this part of his body but he has been able to do everything that he needs to do. He is a department Director for a group of private doctors and oversees three of their locations. He is very well respected and an empathetic manager. He rarely takes sick time and is always willing to accommodate his employee’s needs.

Since we have been together our sex and intimacy in bed has been amazing. I feel secure to share everything with him, we have no secrets. Though Alan is quite a bit older than I am, he seems to match my vitality, youth and strength. Even though he has MD, he rarely complains, but I think he suffers more than he says. The thought that I can share my life and vitality with him through my breast milk, to nourish him and make him stronger has completely captivated me. I want to give him my breast milk, I want him to take me into himself and be stronger, and I want him to need me. I want to be a part of him and him a part of me. This idea has become so powerful with me, I cannot really explain it. I want milk in my breasts.

Even before I expressed my want to start an ANR, Alan paid a lot of attention to my breasts, especially when we had sex. I think he just thought it was sexual though. When I finally clarified my desire regarding how I wanted to experience an ANR he responded in a neutral way saying “If you want to, I am willing to give it a try.” I was really concerned that he was just doing it for me and wouldn’t like it but he reassured me by telling me that he wouldn’t know until he tried and that he wanted to try. I also explained how I understood an ANR is a very vulnerable relationship and that I would never tease him about being in such a position. When asked why I hadn’t engaged in an ANR prior to him I explained that up until him, I was never comfortable enough to bring up the subject with a partner. Since I brought the idea up, however, he has been willing to participate with me in this, suckling almost every night…we call it “STS” suck-to-sleep because without fail, once he started suckling, about 5 minutes later he is out like a lamp. This is significant because Alan has suffered from severe insomnia in recent years and shortly after we moved in together, he was able to stop taking his nightly sleeping pill…and once we started to STS, when he would wake up in the middle of the night or early morning, STS’ing would help him to go back to sleep- whereas normally if he woke up at 4 am he would’ve just been up the rest of the day.

My Inducing Experience

My monthly cycle has been a typical regular cycle without problems. I read about the inducing protocol on AskLenore.com. I followed the accelerated protocol and got some Yasmin birth control pills. I took 2 pills a day for 6 weeks not including any of the blank pills. During this time my breasts gradually grew a little in size and felt denser. Previously my nipples didn’t “pop” out unless aroused but the Yasmin caused my nipples to come out and stay out. About midway through the 6 weeks I started getting some significant tingling sensations in my breasts frequently throughout the day. They would occur from the simplest things like yawning. I understand the tingling is associated with letdown, which comes later and is a good sign of eventual success. During the 6 weeks there was no fluid or milk when Alan would suckle me.

At the end of the 6 weeks I stopped the Yasmin and started on Domperidome 10mg 8 tabs a day (4 in the morning, 4 in the evening). About 3 days later I was making some Colostrum – or at least something! Alan noticed some clear sticky fluid with a faint bitter taste when he would suckle. About 3 days after that I was making some white milk in both breasts! First, Alan suckled one breast and tasted milk, then after that I expressed the nipple with my hand to see for myself and milk came out. Then Alan suckled the other breast and the same thing happened. I was so excited at this point. Our schedules are busy but we are trying to set a routine where we suckle once at 6 am, once at 6 pm and once before bed. Currently we are getting the morning and night sessions in but because I work full time and go to school two nights a week, the evening session isn’t always able to happen. We are very determined though and Alan fully comprehends how important this it to me and he really enjoys the closeness we have during our sessions. This is where we are right now.

I know that he will have to suckle me frequently and I may have to use a pump and stay on the Domperidome. I might use a TENS during the work day- it’ll depend on whether or not I need it, I will have to see. I know that the secret to success is “supply and demand” and that I can gradually increase my milk output over time with continued efforts. I want to get to the place where Alan is getting a “meal” from me in the morning and a meal from me at night- that would be ideal. I would like to see our ANR strengthen our already deep bond and I want him to crave my milk. Just this morning he said that the milk was slightly sweet, he was used to its flavor, and that he liked it a lot. Soon, I am hoping to hear that he loves it J That is my experience.

Lynn and Alan’s experience give a wonderful insight into some of the feelings and motives that women experience- contentment and fulfillment, and also Alan’s response which is common. Men enjoy the female body in a physical way with all its capabilities and it is often sexual and arousing for them.

DrJim

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