Dinner Party Disaster?
by Jamie

It has been ages since we had seen our friends Renee and Jim so we decided to invite them to dinner and an evening of games and videos. Dinner was to be at six and I had been in the kitchen most of the day. I wanted to make everything just perfect. I tried to get as much done early as possible, the table set and the games out and so on, expecting that Leon would get home early. Actually, he promised to get home early. Knowing that the evening would go pretty late, we both knew it would be extremely important that we have a good nursing session before our friends arrived and they are usually a little early themselves. But it was getting close to 5:30 and I was getting concerned. If I had known he would be late, I could have at least used my pump for a while to relieve the fullness I was beginning to feel. I tried not to think about it too much, we would have to work it out somehow. I quickly changed from my work clothes into something a little more dressy than jeans and a tee shirt, but still casual as I heard Leon pull up into the driveway. I glanced at my watch. It was 5:40. What could we do with so little time?

Leon came in carrying the bag with the wine for after dinner and smiled apologetically. "Sorry, honey, there was an accident on the Avenue and it took forever to work my way around it on the side streets. Everyone was trying to do it. Are you ok?" He went to lift his hand to my breast and I stopped him. "If you touch them, I will let down, you know." "Well, lets go into the bed room and I will nurse some of the fullness away."

We went to the bedroom and I quickly opened my blouse and pulled down the cup off my right breast. He wasted no time in getting his mouth to my breast and began to suckle. I immediately let down and felt like I was just gushing into his mouth. He swallowed and swallowed. "Honey, better get to the other one for a few moments" I urged as I released the cup from my left breast. My right one continued to leak and I held a tissue to it, hoping it would stop, but afraid it would not. Leon nursed for a few minutes at my left breast when we heard the car pull up. Sure enough, it was only 10 till 6 and Renee and Jim were already here. "I am so, sorry, Jamie. You pull yourself together and I will answer the door. If I know you, there is a plate of munchies in the kitchen ready to go. I will get them started. I love you so much." "I love you, Leon. It will be ok." Even as I said that, I wondered if I would be able to make it through the night ahead. Not only would I fill up more, but I was leaking a lot since he had not been able to nurse for very long at all. I put two nursing pads inside my bra and hoped that would be enough.

It was so good to see Renee and Jim. They had been our friends for several years. Leon and Jim had worked together for a time and we all hit it off at a company picnic about 5 years ago. That was before Leon and I had decided to be a nursing couple and had worked at bringing milk into my breasts. Actually, that was just about two years ago and it has been the most wonderful thing I think we could have done for our relationship. But we have never told anyone about it. Dinner went very well. The food tasted especially good, even if I do say so myself. We tried to catch up on what had been happening in each other's lives. Like I said, it had been a while since we had seen each other. Renee helped me clear the dishes from the table and Leon and Jim went into the living room to set up for a fierce game of Trivial Pursuit.

At one point, Renee comment to me that I seemed to be glowing. She said that marriage must be agreeing with me very well these days. She asked me if maybe I was pregnant. "No, not pregnant, Renee. But things between Leon and I could not be better. We are so close. It is hard to explain." "Well, I wish you would let me in on your secret. Jim and I love each other, but, I don't know, Jamie, you two just seem happier somehow." "Well, maybe we are." I wanted to tell her in a way, but.... did not think it was the time. Besides, the men were waiting for us. I poured four glasses of wine and Renee and I went into the living room. I am not sure what caused it. Whether it was my discussion with Renee and thinking about our nursing relationship, or whether it was the kiss and hug (with a discreet hand to my breast) that Leon gave me after I had set the tray down, but I knew the milk was almost flowing from my nipples. I kept hoping the breast shields were going to last.

We got involved with the game. Leon was winning as usual, but non of us were far behind. I needed one more piece to be able to make my way to the center of the board and I reached out to pick up the dice. After I rolled, moved my piece and looked over to Jim who was supposed to ask me the question, I realized he was staring at me. Well, not exactly at me, but at my chest. Oh, no, I thought. Then I realized Renee was staring too. It was about the same time that Leon also realized that both Jim and Renee were staring at my breasts so he looked at me. I didn't have to look, I knew.

"Honey, ahhhh, maybe you might ......" Leon did not need to finish his statement. I was red faced and already standing up to go to the bedroom to change.

"No, wait, just a moment." This was from Renee. "Jamie???? You told me you are not pregnant. But unless I miss my guess, you have milk in your breasts????"

All I could do was nod.

"Yes, she does. We are a nursing couple. Adult breastfeeding. It might sound strange, or weird, or even abnormal to you, but it has brought us so close together. I love nursing at her breasts."

I sat down with a thud. Our secret was out. How would our friends react to this? I was wondering whether Leon should have actually told them. I was almost afraid to even look at them.

Jim said, "That is very interesting. Renee, I never told you but, I have often thought while we were making love and I was sucking on your nipples how wonderful it would be to have milk to suckle from them."

I looked at Renee. She was turning a little red herself as Jim was talking about their intimate lives. "You have? Well, to be honest, I sort of wish I had milk. I have been hoping to get pregnant and bring in milk and nurse a baby. I want that so much."

"Well, Jamie and I both wanted this. She too wanted children and to breast feed. We have found out she cannot have children. I wanted to nurse her, to drink her milk and I would have told her after she had had our first child, but since she could not have children, I researched and found out we could induce lactation. We talked it over and decided to do it. That was two years ago. This has been such a positive thing in our relationship. I love nursing at her breasts, drinking her milk and she needs me to do that. She is giving me something I want and I give her something she wants and actually needs now. Besides, she always did love lots of attention to her breasts, right honey?"

I hit him on the leg. He did not need to reveal all of that, but I just smiled and nodded.

"This is great! You guys can teach us how to do it, you can show us everything we need to do. Ahhh, if it would not be too embarrassing for you Jamie, I guess since you seem to be, well, leaking so much, you must be in need of being nursed. Would you mind if we watched Leon nurse you?"

Oh, wow. Now what? Well, I did need to be nursed. I looked over to Leon. "It is up to you, honey. I am sure if you would rather not do it here, it would be ok with Jim and Renee if we went into the bedroom and nursed."

"Oh, what the heck. Yeah, I guess it will be ok."

"I love you so much, honey." With that, Leon unbuttoned my blouse, I sat back on the couch and he unhooked the nursing cup from my right breast and laid down on the couch. My nipple was dripping like a faucet. Jim and Renee looked at it in fascination. Leon smiled up at me and took the nipple into his mouth and began to suckle. It felt so good.

"How many times a day does he nurse?" This from Renee.

"With our work schedules, right now we try to do at least 4 times a day. In the morning before we get up, we both work close to home so we come home for lunch as often as we can, right after we get home from work, and just before we go to bed. Then he wakes up once in the night to nurse. I usually pretty much sleep through that one."

"Wow, that is so fascinating. How long did it take you to induce?" Now, Jim was asking the questions.

It took us a good three months till we had much of anything, but it took another 3 or 4 months till we had a full supply. But you have to understand, when we were trying to induce, we had to do this more often and I used a breast pump when we could not be together and I did nipple stimulation at work, in private of course. It is really the nipple stimulation that gets things started."

For the next little while, they were quiet as they just watched Leon nurse. I held his head, ran my hand through his hair and caressed his face. When he had emptied my right breast, we changed positions.

"Wow, you right breast looks smaller now than your left one."

"Yes, of course, silly, it has not milk in it now and the left one still does," Renee chided Jim.

After Leon got settled at my left breast Jim looked a little fidgety. "Is something wrong, Jim?" I asked.

"No, not wrong. I have two other questions and I am not sure whether to ask them."

"Well, you might just as well ask. Looks like we are being quite open with you at this point."

"Yeah, I guess." He just looked at Renee sort of sheepishly. "Well, first, I was wondering about sex. I know how much it turns me on when I suck at Renee's nipples. And to be honest, I can see that Leon is somewhat stimulated too." Yes, indeed, Leon did have a "tent" in his pants.

"Well, to be honest, nursing does sexually stimulate both of us. I, not as much, but I have always enjoyed sex, and as Leon told you earlier, I have always loved attention to my breasts, so I am turned on by this activity. Leon obviously is, and we often do have sex after nursing, but not always. The nursing is not about sex, but about a closeness to each other. Until you experience it, it is really very hard to explain." They were both sort of nodding their heads as if they sort of understood. "Ok, so what is your second question?"

Jim really looked embarrassed now. He was looking at Renee again. Just then Leon took his mouth from my breast and said. "I think he wants to know if he can have a taste, Honey. Am I right, Jim?"

Jim was as red as I have ever seen him, and Renee looked mortified. But it was obvious that is what Jim had wanted. "What do you think, Jamie? It is ok with me."

I was not sure what to say. Leon was already getting up from the couch and urging Jim to come over to me. I looked at Renee. "Renee, it is natural for him to be curious, especially since he wants this between the two of you. It is ok with me if it is ok with you. If you want to taste breastmilk, you would be welcome to try it too."

"I, ahhhh, I, mmmmmmm not sure. Have you tasted your milk?"

"Yes, I have. It is sweet and really rather good. I am glad he wants it so much, but I rather enjoy the taste myself."

"Well, yes, I think I might like a little taste."

"You go first then, Renee." Jim said.

Renee did not lie on the couch, but sat on the edge of the coffee table and leaded forward. I lifted my breast to her mouth. "Take the whole nipple into your mouth, as much as you can and use your tongue to push the nipple up towards the roof of your mouth and suck like you think a baby would. Your tongue will help push the milk out the nipple as you suck it in and swallow it." Renee did her best and did get a taste.

"Yes, it is sweet and warm. That's all I want."

Jim was already on the couch beside me and he laid his head on my lap as he had seen Leon do. He must have listened to the instructions I gave to Renee, for he latched on very well and began to suckle like a pro.

MMMmm MMMMmm MMMMMMM He kept on "saying" as he continued to nurse. He nursed for about 10 minutes till my left breast was empty, and he kept trying to get more.

"Jim, it is all gone, you can stop now."

"Oh," he said. He sat up. I got up and went to the bedroom. I still needed to put on a clean bra and shirt.

When I came back, the men were talking about the experience of nursing and Renee just listened.

"Renee, it really is fine. You will love it if you two decide to go ahead and try to induce. Talk about it. Leon and I will be glad to give you all the information we have."

"Yeah, great. I think we would both like it. We will talk about it, won't we, Jim?'

"You can bet on it. Jamie, thanks for letting me nurse at your breast. I know I want this more than ever."

"Just remember, there is a big commitment on both of your parts to do this. There will be difficult times before the big payoff."

"Well, lets finish this game. Maybe we can get you guys over to our place next time. We need to keep in touch more so you can mentor us through this process. I think this question is for you, Jamie. In the category of Science and Nature, "What substance must be present for the female of any species to produce milk to feed their young (or spouse) ? I added the last part.

We all laughed and I said, "Prolactin"

"Guess you win."

"Nope, we all win with that one."

Give Me Your Milk
by Lana
 

Nursing my lover had always been a fantasy of mine since adolescence. Unfortunately, when I married and had children, I discovered to my dismay  that my husband had no interest in my bountiful milk. Several years later, when my youngest child was 5, my husband and I divorced. I dated several men, but no one held my interest until Bill came along. One night we found ourselves discussing various "fetishes," if you will, and I shyly mentioned my longing to be suckled. His widened eyes and his bulging jeans left no doubt as to his thoughts on the matter!!! Even though I had stopped nursing 4 years ago, I knew I could still express a single drop on demand. I had done this every so often through the years, just out of curiosity I guess; that and the pleasure of seeing my body still able to respond. When I told him of my ability, he eagerly began relating information on relactating that he had read from your site. With the two of us giggling like little kids in a candy store, we immediately began plotting how to bring my milk back in full force.

Though he had originally decided to keep his apartment till things got more definite, we decided that with the nursing commitment it would be necessary for him to move in  with me. Since we both had somewhat flexible work hours, we set up a schedule as follows: each session would entail 15 minutes of sucking at each breast.... not a lot possibly to some... but that was all that I had nursed my children for, and my milk had been quite copious. We figured the 15 minutes each would be good to start... if more was necessary, we would add on as time went by. We then broke the day down by nursing sessions... he would take the early morning "feeding," in addition to his lunch break, suppertime, bedtime and a middle of the night session. I would pump on my mid morning break. Luckily we both worked close enough to my apartment that the trip home on breaks was feasible.

To my amazement, after only 4 days of this schedule, large drops  began to appear at my nipples whenever they were stimulated. We were so excited to say the least!!! This was all the encouragement Bill needed! His enthusiasm for my breasts, which had already been in high gear, took off in overdrive!   The quick response of my breasts had me thinking this would be a piece of cake, but by the end of week two, when it seemed the quantity of the drops was lower, not higher, I was getting pretty discouraged. The color had changed somewhat  to a creamy white from the original yellowish hue, but other than that not much seemed to be different.

Then came the turning point!!! Though we discussed nursing several times a day, (in fact sometimes it seemed like all we wanted to talk about!!) we had never really discussed it as he stimulated my nipples. One evening as I lay on my side, with his lips occasionally caressing my nipples  as we spoke, he started to really get into telling me about how he felt when I suckled him, both physically and mentally. He described (in between sucking!) the closeness he felt, as well as the erotic impulses that it awakened in him. I began to become more and more aroused, and seeing so he started to coax me.  "Yes that's it... fill my mouth," As he urged, "yes... give me your milk" my breasts started to ache with a long forgotten sensation, and I felt my milk ducts open up and my milk let down for him. My moan of pleasure must have been heard a block away, only equaled by his moan of delight as my milk gushed into his mouth for the first time. His greedy sucking and smacking were then the only sounds for the next few minutes, as he drained the small yet oh so satisfying portion from my breasts.

That was the start of many delightful nursing experiences that we two have shared. My milk is now as abundant as in the old days, and each morning as I awaken, my full aching breasts remind me of their need for him. He loves for me to offer my breast to him... supporting its creamy heaviness in one hand as my other hand guides his head to me. I watch as his eager tongue prods my large nipples, teasing them till they begin to leak. If he's not quick enough, he often gets sprayed in the face as he tries to latch on!! (sometimes I think he's slow on purpose!!) When his mouth finally clamps down and begins to suck in earnest, the warm sweet milk flows so quickly it often trickles out the side of his mouth as he gulps and swallows, trying to keep up. As his hungry mouth draws on my furiously squirting nipples, my pleasure is exquisite beyond belief, and the feelings of release and contentment are unsurpassed.

Being a nursing couple has bonded us in ways we could never have dreamed of previously. It is often just a peaceful relaxing time for the two of us, often an intense time of deep emotions, and often an erotic passionate prelude to making love.  And to this day... to his immense pleasure... his whisper of "give me your milk" triggers an immediate uncontrollable let down response in me, soaking my nursing bra regardless of where we are.

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